2004-05-10 - 7:03 p.m.

...and the worst of it is, its all my fault.

Over the weekend I felt pretty depressed because I screwed up big time and then I couldn't fix it. Or maybe I can, I'm looking into it, but it wouldn't be easy.

I got all despondent, I felt like shit, I made myself sick.

While I feel like this on an occasional basis, I don't think its depression, and I don't think I need to take any drugs for it, but...

Well, I just need to stop screwing up, and I think I may need some help with that.

If I am constantly missing my goals and assignments (read: procrastinating), who should I look to in order to assist me with changing this behavior?

Should it be a time management course? A therapist? Either one (or both) would be fine, but I could use a little direction here.

God, even thinking about it makes me want to curl up in a ball and ignore the world. I could sleep for a thousand years.

Help me out, make a recomendation.

And thank you Andrew, I'll be in touch.

-Jesse